June 26, 2017

Jordan has had to do things for me and with me that he has never had to do before. For the first time in my life, I am feeling and seeing my body change. I make jokes all the time referring to myself as “big mama” and saying that there is nothing hotter than the bowling ball of a belly under my shirt. He knows me though. When you are with the right person, they know what you mean when you make these comments.

June 5, 2017

 I believe the scariest reality of knowing a child is coming, is also knowing that she has the full potential of being all that I don’t like about myself. Staying home with her will be such a joy, but it also comes with such a responsibility. She will learn how I speak about others, how I view others, and will watch those moments of impatience.

April 25, 2017

 I fully believe that God has given us gifts that reflect His glory. Since December, I have been slowly doing my art, but also taking in these moments. This past school year has brought so many changes. Jordan was in the last rotations from August through December, while also trying to apply to positions in Jacksonville and here in Atlanta. There were times of frustration because all we wanted was to settle down and stop the ever “transition period.”